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I have waited to the last minute to buy christmas for my family. I haven’t had much of the spirt or the funds and I have to go today to fianlly get those presents.

Chirstmas time is such a busy time of year .  I kind of wish I could freeze time and slow everything down like when I was a kid .  Can you remember when it seemed to take forever for Christmas to get here? I can remember just waiting in antisapation for it.   Those were the good ole days.

You know I am sitting here reading everyones blog and thinking to myself about all the time that I have said tomorrow i am going to do this. Well, for the last month I have been going strong 15lbs.  You know that is a big deal for me.  I am finally doing this for myself.  I have something to prove to me. 

Food addiction is such a hard one to break.  YOU still have to eat to live.  I have in my lifetime quit many other habit easily but becase you can’t live without food this one is the hardest.  I am just taking this one day at a time…..I keep telling my self eat to live don’t live to eat. 

Well guys i know that today the temptations will be hard and heavy but we all can do it!!!!  We all want to have many more fourth of july’s to spend w/ family and friends

Well the fourth of july is around the corner, it is going to be hard to keep from overeating but, i will just keep in contact with all my great buddies and I know that they will keep me on track. Hopefully this will truly be an independance day free of fatty foods.

Look I need everyone to let me know to there knowledge if digtal scales weigh you higer than standard scales?   I am kind of freaking out.  I just bought these new digital scales and they weigh me almost 8-9 pounds heavier. ( this was a big blow to my ego)  One of my good friends said that she always weighs heavier on digital.  So let me know what is what.  Me and the hubby are having heart attacks over this.   

OK this is what i kept telling myself this morning as I did my daily walk..  You have to understand this exersise thing is kind of new to me.  I finally realize that if i don’t do this now I may never do it, and losing the weight is something important to me because my weight is not only been “weighing” on me physically but emotionally also.  I know that these little steps that i have been taking mean something and every step adds up.  I am walking now and you have to walk before you run but every step in the right direction leads me closer to my goal.

well, my name is marilyn and i am a 32 yr old female who is so tried of being the heavy girl.   I have been overweight or chubby all my life,  Even though I look back at pictures of when i was younger and i don’t think i was as bad as family and school mates made me feel.  I need support and helpfull words.  Really don’t want anyone else to rub my belly and say Aww when’s it due!!!!!!!!!